I am so so bored at the office I figure I should update. I just wish they would let me go home and go back to sleep if they had nothing for me to do.

Well.. I am honestly dreading the winter months that are coming up. I went to try running on the treadmill on Wednesday and I hated it so much. I became so dizzy and disoriented and I had no motivation. I couldn't concentrate on the music I was listening to (since I don't normally listen to my iPod on the road) and I also couldn't keep my posture straight. I kept looking down at the time on the treadmill and becoming so obsessive about it. It was terrible. Plus.. there's just so many other people running around me. I'm so used to being out there alone on the road with the occasional runner passing by here and there. I felt like I was being watched and judge because I'm fat. :( I only made it 2 miles before I felt nauseous enough and fed up with it.

I want to keep running through the winter but we get snow really bad up here and it gets super cold. I don't really know what I'm going to do. It's really worrying me lately.

I am super tired as well. My sleep has been out of whack and I feel exhausted all the time. I can't wait to get out of work so that I can go eat and take a nap. It's about all I'm looking forward to doing today. Yesterday was such a long day meeting my first graders and being out in the schools again. I just wish I was a teacher fulltime already.

I have my race on Sunday but I don't feel so motivated or excited about it. Maybe because no one really donated all that much money to sponsor me and the cause. I'm still going to go and try to have a great time and possibly PR my 5k race pace but yeh. Meh. I'm hoping the excitement will come soon.

Looking into registering for the turkey trot 5k in Coney Island when I go home for Thanksgiving. We'll see how that goes.

Well.. this didn't really kill all that much time now did it? I'm so exhausted. I just wanna lay my head on the desk and fall asleeeeeeeep.